I’ve been venting too much to my friends, one in particular.  She’s going to leave me I know it.  If I don’t stop being so annoying and complaining to her constantly she’s not going to like me anymore.  So instead I will try to vent here, and then I wont have to rely on my real life friends quite so much.

I still feel guilty about the fucking cereal.  I had 2 bowls of cornflakes RIGHT before I went to bed last night and I just feel so guilty.  I was full after them too.  Not just satisfied but actually full.  I always do stupid things food wise when I’ve been drinking.  Ugh.  The guilt is haunting me.  I ate breakfast this morning anyway but ugh ugh ugh.  I’m just making myself fatter when I want to be getting thinner.

They’re doing a health screening and strongly encouraging everyone to attend. I thought about not doing it but certain management people might have gotten annoyed. Plus my scale is broken or the batteries are dead or whatever so I haven’t weighed myself in about 2 weeks. Of course I’m dying to know. But I’m so anxious. I just looked at the paper and they’re also taking waist measurements. Good god :-/

I hate when I eat too much while doing homework.  This time it was a cup of chocolate covered peanuts.  But a lot of them I just sucked all the chocolate off and spit out the peanuts.  Why can’t I seem to do homework without a snack?  Ugggggg

:-(

One will be really hard.  So will the others probably, because I haven’t studied for them, on account of I’ve spent all my time studying for the really hard one.

Wish me luck okay?

:-/

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